For the remainder of this year, we are focusing on our current clientele and wellness.

 

I really want to share a blank generic message like that one, instead of the truth that’s a little harder for me to say.

I have found myself, at 30, struggling with GI issues and we’re still looking for answers.

I should be in the very best shape of my life, theoretically.

This week I weighed in at 86 pounds.

I do yoga daily- every more if I can.

When I first started having issues we thought it was just a tummy bug. It’s been about 18 months since the first issues and it’s been ER visits and sudden weight loss.

I am still seeing doctors and specialists for more answers.

I imagined myself in an entirely different point in my life career-wise right now.

 

Emotionally, it has been hard for me.

I feel like I have always had the hardest time being vulnerable, but I know that I can’t be alone.

I’m scared and I’m ashamed of how I look right now.

I want to be strong and brave for my family.

My head is full of ideas and pictures of how my life should be.

How my business should be- or how I thought it should be before the thought of chronic illness every came into my mind.

Instead I’m trying to figure out how my life looks nowadays.

I’m leaning on my amazing support team and family who are appeasing me and all my gardening needs lately.

I’m spending more time working in my rose garden, with my chickens and around the house – doing things I want to pretty up and just enjoy.

My neighbors see me in my pjs at 6pm in the driveway and I couldn’t care less. That is my heaven.

 

It feels like for the first time in my life I have thoroughly evaluated and taken stock and really figured out what I want to be happy.

Have you done this? It is literally the best feeling.

I truly believe my purpose is to help and inspire others to bring their ideas to life.

 

Isn’t it funny how life kinda knocks us on our asses sometimes?

I plan to evolve my life and business to what is most purposeful and intentional to me.

I don’t know how that looks right now, but I’m excited for how my business will evolve and change with it.

 

For now, all our current 2022 clients will be captured by our well trained team and doted on as always.

The only new clients accepted in 2022 will be brand photography clients.

 

Be well and purposefully yours,

Ash